30 October 2011

My Captain

Haaa, This is a Jam bebott. My super Christopher Drew, My friend, My doctor, My teacher, My enemy, My Para para more, My siput babi, My Milo, My heartbeat, My boyfie and most important My Abiee. Nahhh he also my captain, I love you because, you the only guy who understand me and is so ever-patient with me. Thank you for the accepting me as i am okay. Thank you never asking me to change && that's the reason why iloveyouu jam. I swear i love you as long as you happy and i happy too. I love you better like my family and more than myself. You know what, you are a man of the most unique. What make me happy is to see your smile that enough to make me happy when i saw your smile. And i still remember at first we started know each others. How stupid and crazy question that you have ask me and i answering it. Yeahh mann, i know you're a guy with your own personality.

I don’t know why I love him the way I do. He makes me feel so safe and so loved, in his arms I am truly free. He always makes everything okay. When he smiles at me my heart could soar. Every stupid love song on the radio belongs to us. It’s so nice just to love him and not care and know that he loves me back. It’s nice to be with him and spend time with him and watch his sweet face as he sleeps and to feel his heart beat. I think if you felt our heartbeats they would beat at the same time. I feel like this is what I was meant to feel, like all the others were just practice, but this is for real. He makes me feel like I could be anyone and do anything I wanted. The way he protects me makes me melt, and the way he is so overprotective. I’m not afraid anymore, he’s always comforting me and letting me know he’s with me every step of the way. So this is what true love feels like.

I want us to be comfortable with each each other. I want us to see each other at our worst and still say I love you. I want to be able to wrap my arms around you with you not wearing make-up, say that you’re beautiful and actually mean it. Even if we never see each other as much, just know that everytime I’m with you, it’s my favorite day. Your bed is pretty comfy to lay on, we don’t need to have sex. We can cuddle, lay there and talk, or fall asleep on each other. I give you little kisses, I give you hickeys even though you’ll get in trouble with your mom, you slap me, and then I play mad. We make up as if nothing happened. I want this. I want you. I’ve learned from my past, I’ve learned from my mistakes. I promise I won’t rush and make big mistakes I’ll regret later. I just hope this will be different. Abiee, You Are Certainly One Of A Kind And Iloveeyouu So ♥   Ashe Amiee